my life is empty

hrummmmm.......i think that my life is totally zero....don't have anything....i need some one to company me..
i feel so alone....i didn't have friend or some one to express feelings.... I think the person I love has been far from me ..i feel so-so lonely....i think i want to be wild again like old time..happy doing anything....don't one care about me...and now i want to focus only to my family....i want to make them proud....that my promise to them...i really miss my love..where are u dear....do u hear my sadness in my heart...please my dear i hope that you hear what is in my heart right now...i really2 miss you my dear....don't let me go.......